Expectations

Well It's been months since i last wrote here. It's definitely been far too long! Well I suppose life has been very busy (or I'm not making enough time for blogs)

Anyways.. Today i was thinking of expectations and achievements. Sometimes a lot is expected of someone. You just want so much for yourself and others want so much from you. Its a little frustrating actually. Its funny how one day you're so ambitious and the next you start questioning the very meaning of dreaming.

What is the point, really? Other than self satisfaction, there is no other reason why you should do something, in my opinion. Sometimes, when I ask someone why do they do what they do.. their answers are like, because I have to or because (insert name) wants me to.

There should NEVER EVER be a have to! It should be a WANT TO! It's your life - your choice. Yes, being in this world and being different is frowned upon.. but why be a stereotype when you can be amazingly unique?

Well, my conclusion is that, follow your dreams because you want to, not chase a goal because someone told you you have to!

That's for today.. ta-ta!

Roses and Unicorns and A Couple of Other Bunch Of Lies..

Today hadn't been a good day Why is life Okay, I'll just get to my point. So, as I always do, i was musing over some stuff today. I'm a friggin' philosopher most of the times but my sore throat is constricting me for speaking to much.. Technically it's constricting me from speaking at all! -.- So as I was saying.. typing I was thinking of something that is of love. You see, people can never stop talking about it because it is a subject with never ending topics. *shudders* It's funny how you like someone today and how you suddenly hate them, right? (Or probably its just me) Anyway, this post is to talk about my opinion on it. So up to this day, I've been in and out of many many MANY crushes and even once or twice a little more, but never a relationship. You see, I still haven't found that one person yet or I'm too blind to see (or he's a ninja) I'll go with the latter though ;) I LIKE NINJAS! As for me, i think that only one out of a thousand people actually find something that is perfect. Yep, i don't believe in fairy tales. When i was younger, i used to think that someday, I'll find Prince Charming and he'll take me on his horse to a castle, and we will live happily ever after. That SIX words - six words that surrounded and enveloped my childhood was a lie. A huge lie. There is no such thing as a happily ever after. Who an I kidding? Well, call me a pessimist but until I see it i won't believe it. I've just see so many love stories go wrong to actually believe.

Rainy days and downfalls

Today, the day has been raining all day and well, it has been pretty much a depressing day i suppose. The best I came to being happy is when me and my friend sitting next to me had an awkward moment. Only that was actually funny throughout the day. Hmm.. the rain today got me thinking and questioning. I would not say that I'm a very religious person but i do believe in the existence of God. He is out there somewhere and there is a part of Him inside of every one of us, just waiting to be found.. Hey, this reminds me of another thing i was thinking about today.

One evening an old Cherokee Indian told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, ‘My son, the battle is between two ‘wolves’ inside us all.One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.’ The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: ‘Which wolf wins?’ The old Cherokee simply replied, ‘The one you feed.’

This clearly brings us back to the thought that there is a part of God withing every one of us, meaning good but in Nature, in life, there must always be a balance of things therefore, there is an equal part of devil inside every one of us too. The delicate balance of the scale could be tipped just by a single actions. Whatever we do determines what we become. It up to us to determine which path we would take, which side would we succumb to, whether we get consumed by the licking flames of evil or be bathed in the light of a humanitarian. It all comes down to you. What do you want to do with your life?

First day

It's my first day blogging on the blog.. I'm probably gonna make this a private diary of sorts :)